tangled up with me

There's just two ways to lose yourself in this life
And neither way is safe
In my dreams I see visions of the future
But today we have today
And where will I find You?

kanina pa ko naghahanap ng kantang suited sa mga nararamdaman ko ngayon.pero dahil presently addicted pa ko sa switchfoot at coldplay sympre medyo limited yung choices.pero i heard that stanza sa taas and that's when it hit me.lately talaga andami kong iniisip pa rin.pero sympre ultimately gusto ko lang naman talagang masaya.pero masasabi ko naman na masaya pa ang buhay ko kahit papaano.ang tanong lang e sa kung saan ba ko sobrang sasaya.first time ko atang nastuck in choosing.kasi most of the time talaga impulsive ako.naniniwala kasi ako na ung first instinct is that which you value most, that which you want most and that which is right. or so i thought...sympre things change.i've changed.kahit na minsan pinipilit ko talaga yung sarili na huwag magbago hindi talaga pwede.although cliche, change is the only thing constant in this world.change is inevitable.
so asan ako ngayon?hindi ko alam e.forever confused na ata ako.tsktsk.pero hindi rin naman.minsan talaga there are things na hindi mo maexplain.nakakabadtrip yung ganun pero enchanting at the same time.
naaamaze talaga ko minsan kasi we have so much power in us that we wouldn't realize them until certain things happen.kaya tuloy naquequestion ang predestination.kasi there's this illusion that you have total control over what you want to happen in your life.pero naniniwala kasi ako sobra sa destiny.what's bound to happen will happen.ganun lang yun.