Tuesday, March 27, 2012
Monday, August 16, 2010
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
love story
When I first saw you
I closed my eyes
And the flash back starts
I’m standing there
On a balcony in summer air
I see the lights
See the party the ballgowns
I see you make your way
Through the crowd
And say Hello
Little did I know
That you were Romeo
You were throwing pebbles
‘Till my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Beggin’ you please don’t go
And I said
Romeo take me
Somewhere we can be alone
I’ll be waiting
All that’s left to do is run
You’ll be the prince
And I’ll be the princess
It’s a love story
Baby just say yes
So I sneak out
To the garden to see you
We keep quiet
Cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Just keep this down for a little while
Cause you were Romeo
I was a Scarlet Letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
And I was beggin’ you please don’t go
And I said
Romeo take me
Somewhere we can be alone
I’ll be waiting
All that’s left to do is run
You’ll be the prince
And I’ll be the princess
It’s a love story
Baby just say Yes
Romeo save me
They’re trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult
But it’s real
Don’t be afraid
We’ll make it out of this mess
It’s a love story
Baby just say yes
I got tired of waiting
Wonderin’ if you were ever comin’ around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said
Romeo save me
I’ve been feelin’ so alone
I keep waiting for you
But you never come
Is this in my head?
I don’t know what to think
He knelt to the ground
And pulled out a ring
And said
Marry me Juliet
You never have to be alone
I love you
And that’s all I really know
I talked to your dad
Go pick out a white dress
It’s a love story
Baby just say yes
Cause we were both young
When I first saw you
Saturday, October 03, 2009
hello blog!
hirap ng tumatanda. boo. dami kelangan gawin. hehe
til next blog.
excited for everything that's about to happen. whatever those are. :P
Saturday, May 30, 2009
it's been a while
Saturday, February 21, 2009
fall out boy
Thursday, January 01, 2009
it's like college all over again
ps: sa mga nagtext (whom i doubt na mababasa ito), merry christmas and happy new year! either nde ko nareceive ang mga text nyo dahil sa faulty service ng sun, or nde tlga ako nagreply kasi tinatamad ako magscratch ng callcard and/or magtext. pero lahat ng asa phone book ko still remains special despite my lack of enthusiasm to greet you all. :P
Monday, December 29, 2008
thank god i still remember my password
Friday, August 08, 2008
done with dealing
Sunday, June 29, 2008
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
tagged
1. Each blogger starts with 10 random facts/habits about themselves.
2. Bloggers who are tagged need to blog about their own 10 random facts/habits.
3. At the end of your blog, tag 10 people and list their names.
ii. 1st time ko rin makapaglaro sa badminton court nung saturday at masaya rin pala sya. so now, i'm planning to do it regularly.
iii. pinapanood ko ulit ang cooking masterboy. ang tanging subtitled anime (kung anime man un) na pinanood ko bukod sa ayashino ceres. pero naweirduhan ako na chinese pala sya akala ko japanese. either that or peke ang nadownload ng kapatid ko
iv. dahil nanalo ang celtics kanina meron akong 1,500 worth of new clothes (pustahan namin ni jr) yey.
v. mahilig ako mag-download ng mga tv series na pinagkakainteresan ko (i.e. house, grey's anatomy, gossip girl, survivor, one tree hill). pero favorite tv series of all time ko ay friends then gilmore girls (pag mayaman na ko bibili na ko ng original dvd nyan. kaso sana meron pa by that time)
vi. plano kong bumili ng pink sony vaio kahit na sinasabi sakn ng kapatid ko na nde naman ganun kaganda ang sony. sana makaipon ako.
vii. nde ako natutuwa manood ng sine kung walang popcorn or kahit anong pagkain kahit pa it turns out na napakaganda nung movie
viii. naaasar ako na kelangan ng 3 yr relevant work experience bago makapag ms computational finance at walang inooffer ang up na part time ms finance.
ix. bukod sa iyakin ako e mahina rin ang aking bituka. nung hs, nasugatan ung classmate ko ng cutter, ako pa ung umiyak dahil sa nakita ko. hehe
x. quiarbu ang nickname ng mga kapatid ko sakn. (galing sa karbodailnirol sa ragnarok)
si katz ang nagtag sakn and since wala akong magawa sinagot ko na rn plus naging challenging mag-isip ng ten random facts. dapat sa blogger ko lang to ipupublish pero dahil naisip ko na sobrang less than 10 ang nagvivisit dun regularly dito na lang sa multiply kasi may announcements dito. hehe. pero wala rin naman akong itatag, gusto ko lang talaga mag-isip nung 10 things at kung gusto mo rin mag-isip ng ten random things about you ako na lang ang nagtag sayo. hehe
Friday, June 13, 2008
i now hate fridays
Saturday, June 07, 2008
smile shutter :)
*side note: sbrang nde ata related yung title gusto ko lang rin maremind nung kakulitan ng smile shutter ng digicam ni buddy.
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
sabi ko na nga ba
Sunday, May 18, 2008
finally
1. got a haircut. after n months. haha
2. fixed the mp3 player on this blog. after n months rin ata. sana maglast na talaga this time.
3. overnight kina katz with paksyon. after n months pa rin. haha
4. finished grey's anatomy. malapit na rin ang house. after n days lang naman to.
5. booked flights to cdo. may pagkaimpulsive ito. pero i'm excited kahit na sa november pa un.
come to think of it, konti rin pala sya. pero still. ay oo nga pala, 6. able to blog more frequently na rin. happiness. sana lang wag muna magcycle ulit. kasi sigurado akong tears nanaman ang sunod nito.
Saturday, May 17, 2008
after two weeks at work
Sunday, May 11, 2008
financial writing 101
Saturday, April 19, 2008
ten
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
it's official
on another matter, i find it weird that i am still able to chat with my ex like we're friends. pero siguro kasi matagal na yun at hindi siya macoconsider na sobrang serious relationship dahil nde naman kami nagtagal. pero we still have a history. hehe. pero it's nice that we're over the not-supposed-to-talk phase.
Friday, April 04, 2008
too much to handle
Friday, March 07, 2008
maroon 5 concert
Thursday, February 07, 2008
wishes wishes wishes
i think i got my songs back. happiness.
these are the moments i thank God that i'm alive
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
exam p (boo) + maroon 5 concert (yey)
Sunday, December 09, 2007
wala lang
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
nba na rin pala
start na ko sa monday! hehe
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
sana totoo
Sunday, October 21, 2007
numb
Friday, October 19, 2007
my medyo suprise birthday celebration
#1: habang tumitingin ng mga isda sa bioresearch sa may dampa, nagtext si norman: "oi lil happy birthday ha. sensya na hindi ako makakapunta sa surprise pa-birthday sa'yo. enjoy lang. ü" biglang tingin kay jr. ano to? anong surprise pa-birthday? so yun huli na sila. hehe. kaya naman pala ayaw pa pumunta ni jr dun sa kakainan dapat namin kahit sobrang sakit na ng paa ko sa kakalakad. inaantay nya palang dumating muna sila.
#2: so yun buti naman sa wakas makakatigil na kami sa pag-ikot at makakaupo na sa resto. at habang naglalakad papunta dun, si katz naman ang nagtext: "jr! mga 745 k n pumunta. amp. sorry tlga. mtraffic pa." huli nanaman. sakn pa talaga nawrong send. hehe. buti na lang naunahan si katz ni norman.
#3: ayan asa resto na, naunang dumating sina zy at eugene, tpos sina vely, len at katz. sina steve at poch na lang ang lam kong hinihintay. biglang sabi ni katz na may surprise pa syang isa. sympre curious naman ako. pero ayun ayaw sabihin. at dumating na ang sandamakmak na pagkain. hehe. lahat kami ata nagugulat sa dami talaga. hehe. pero kasi pang-15 people ata talaga yun. kaso hindi nakarating yung iba so yun. tapos lahat kami ay nagsasabi na: "grabe ang daming pagkain. mauubos kaya natin yan?" biglang hirit si leonard: "wag kayo mag-alala dadating naman si aloy." sympre ako naman, "ah talaga dadating si buddy?!" hehe. so yun huli nanaman surprise ni katz.
so yun after lahat ng nangyari tska ko lang narealize na kaya pala ganun kumilos ung mga yun. hehe. di ko man lang naisip. tinext pa nanay ko para ipagpaalam ako. hehe. sobrang saya talaga. thanks kay katz at jr sa pagprepare. sympre lalo na kay jr. sobrang saya ng 21st birthday ko. =)
ps: salamat sa lahat ng bumati.ü haha late nanaman ako sa usapan namin ni katz. will upload pics later sa multiply sana pasingitin ako ng kapatid ko sa pc.
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
orionid meteor shower
ps: housemate si mariel. hehe
toink
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
sm southmall cinema stinks
Friday, October 05, 2007
october na.
thurs, oct 4 - went to insular alabang for my exam and initial interview. they had a lot of exams. ms lalaine of hr was nice. of course she knew lucky. will just give me a call for my next interview. hope they'll call. funny thing about the experience was the brownout so i had to take the stairs going down and their mind-boggling industrial ingenuity test. why on earth would they even give that? i felt that the set of questions were taken from the industrial revolution era. and that era was ages ago. i think i was able to answer 5 out of 25, can't remember exactly. also received a call from ayala life. my exam is on monday. so hopefully that goes well too.
Friday, September 28, 2007
dlsu-ateneo game + tv series addiction
Friday, September 21, 2007
Thursday, September 20, 2007
manifestations of acute schizophrenia
2. wants: thriving in the "real world" as a workaholic girl to invest for a much envisioned successful future vs. staying in dreamland engulfed by all the idealism i've been accustomed to i.e. staying as youthful and carefree as before (which is easier if i may add)
3. see inconsistencies of sadness and happiness in previous blog entries. also, i'm happy to have the time to catch up with friends and loved ones but sad that most of them are busy unlike me. tsk
4. constant questioning of self identity
ang psychotic ko talaga pag sinusumpong. but i believe this too shall pass. and i'm actually looking forward to a lot of things. tomorrow's friday! yey! para akong nagtatrabahong excited na dahil weekend na. haha. pero sa totoo lang excited ako tuwing weekends kasi that's when i'll have true company. i have now come to a conclusion that my greatest fear is to be alone. and i'm glad that i'm not even a millimeter close to that.=)
just another one of those moments
Saturday, September 15, 2007
trilemma
option A: actuary! pros: pinakamataas na mithiin na pwede kong makamit. feeling ko iba talaga yung sense of fullfillment pag na-achieve ko sya. career growth is highly dependent on your efforts and not so much on vacant positions that may become available. cons: sobrang hirap, napakamaeffort, ang tindi ng competion when it comes to being hired by an insurance company, at ang liit ng starting salary for me na wala pa namang napapasang SOA exam. haay. ( i swear traumatizing yung interview ko with philam. i've never been more doubted in my entire life.)
option B: a career in computational finance! pros: the closest career to my long lost dream of being an accountant. i am highly confident that i'll succeed in this track. cons: career growth is slower compared to option A. starting salary is a bit higher than option A but still low (depending on company). competition is also tough because there a lot of CPA's out there.
option C: a career in IT/programming! pros: high starting salaries. there are a lot of openings out there so competition is not that high. i know that i'll also do good here. cons: career growth is still indeterminate because i'm not really aware of the opportunities that will be made available once i choose this track.
so there. ang hirap kasi ng maraming gusto. haay. kasi naman napakarami kong tinake na iba't ibang electives. lahat tuloy sila nagustuhan ko. tsk. napaka-newbie ko pa when it comes to interviews. i've done only three interviews ever since i graduated and so far traumatizing tlga yung isa dun. pero ngayon i'm leaning more on wanting a job with hp. naka-ym ko kasi si chie kagabi at mukhang ok talaga yung job. sana lang my interview with them if ever won't go as disastrous as my interview with megaworld and philam. pero everything happens for a reason. i know i'll find my place eventually. i just have to learn to be patient enough. patience is a virtue! bakit ba ayaw matanggap ng utak ko yan? haay.
Thursday, September 13, 2007
dr. jekyll and mr. hyde
1. sun load namin ni jr: 300php
2. cheek tint from bench (na sobrang gusto ko sanang sa body shop bumili kaso kelangan ko magtipid. tsk): 130php cguro nde ko maalala natapon ko na kasi yung receipt
3. empty spritzer bottle (na hindi ko naman talaga kelangan kasi meron pa ko pero color blue e gusto pink para kaayon sa pink motif ko. ewan ko ba kung bakit maarte ako sa ganyan. hehe) : 40php (na nakita ko sa watsons later for 26php lang. badtrip.)
4. cellphone case: 50php (eto feeling ko good buy ang cute kasi. hehe. kahit na hindi ko rin kelangan talaga kasi kaya ko naman ibalik yung button na natanggal dun sa bigay ni jr. pero madumi na rin kasi yun at hindi ko uber gusto. hehe. sorry jr)
5. food from tokyo2: 100php (eto nakatipid ako kc pinagbawalan na ko to eat excessively)
6. 2 pariet tablets: 174php (hay nako ang mahal ng gamot. hehe)
7. 2 books and 1 laugh digest from booksale: 555php (buti napigilan ko ang sarili kong bilhin lahat nung gusto ko. buti rin sinabihan ako ni katz na isa-isa lang. kasi kagabi naalala ko nanaman na mahirap magbasa ng classics. dahil sa extremely long sentences. feeling ko pa naman maikli na ang attention span ko compared before. pero oh well. i love collecting books. haha. kasi honestly yung ibang books ko hindi ko pa rin nababasa ng cover to cover hanggang ngayon)
isang bagay na gusto ko talaga na hindi ko binili e yung bagong book ni mitch albom. ang mahal kasi. i won't pay 300php for a paperback with disappointing paper quality. hay nako. kung hindi ko lang talaga gusto ng "real" books e nde na ko maaasar kasi pwede naman talaga ko humanap ng pdf. tsk
so total cost? more or less 1350php. i miss the days when having 500php can buy you a movie ticket, a worthy 100php timezone card, lots of junk food and other trinkets. life nga naman. the more we get urbanized the harder it is to save money. buti sana kung lagi may wage increase.
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
on chisms and blogging
i wrote this kasi ako rin nakagawa na rin nyan. meron nga rin recently which i tried desperately to fix yesterday. hindi naman ako nagpapakahypocrite. lahat tayo makasalanan. hehe. at mukhang mahihirapan tayong magkaroon ng isang revolutionary change. human nature na kasi yan. pero ok pa rin naman kahit baby steps lang. tska naniniwala pa rin akong people are innately good.
happiness
ps: ang saya ng bitcomet. hehe. alam kong baka weird dahil ngayon ko lang sya naappreciate. ngayon lang ako ngkatime e. hehe
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
whirlwind
1. sept. 8 - birthday celebration ni norman na naki-extra si len. hehe. that was definitely one HELL of a good entertainment! notice the emphasis on hell, thanks len.ü sorry rin sa pang-asar dito. haha as if naman nagbabasa ka ng blogs pero malay mo. pero seriously, nakakatuwang panooring magperform ang mga kaibigang napalapit na talaga sayo. tska first time ko makita ang cooties na i've heard so much about. ang dami pala talaga nila kahit hindi pa sila kumpleto sa lagay na yun. nakakatuwa yung barkada nila. hehe. tska sympre it's nice to be with the "paksyon" again.ü although hindi pa rin maiiwasang may frictions. nagsink in na saking fact of life talaga yun. (generally, good stress!ü nga lang may mga nalaman rin ako na hindi ko alam kung good or bad ba.)
2. sept. 7 - i gave my resignation letter (bad stress.=[ nahiya rin naman kasi talaga ako sa hsbc because the company and the people have been so good to me. i'll definitely miss my team and tranche. and as of now the status of that resignation is still unclear due to #3)
3. sept. 8 - i was diagnosed with reflux laryngitis. ang sakit na inargue ko pa kay jr dati na hindi naman pwedeng mangyari dahil ang esophagus ay may peristalsis. kc pinagsabihan kami ng papa niya na huwag humiga pag busog. turns out nagiging rigid pala ang esophagus due to stress minsan thus when you lie down, acid from the stomach may travel back to the larynx causing its inflammation. narealize ko rin na masamang magfeeling doctor minsan. hehe. takot kasi ako sa doctor kaya minsan i diagnose myself thinking that i have enough knowledge about that stuff or kung hindi man ireresearch ko na lang. haha. obviously, hindi talaga enough ang biology knowledge ko. haha. at ang galing talaga ng ENT doctor ko. in fairness, naramdaman ko for the first time ang advancement ng technology dito kasi dr. villegas took digital images of my larynx. pero sympre wala pa ring sinabi yun sa equipments sa dr. house. pero ayaw ko naman maexperience yun dahil wala akong pera at dahil ibig sabihin rin nun e malala na ang sakit ko. salamat sa hsbc for my intellicare card. nga lang ang mahal rin nman ng gamot ko. tsk. sorry sa blab. hehe. ay meron pa pala, sobrang limited ng diet ko. asar yun. tubig na nga lang pwede kong inumin e. tsk (low stress factor)
4. job hunting - well, 3 months after graduation e ngayon lang ako naghahanap ng "totoong" trabaho. hehe. i have pending applications with megaworld, philam care and landbank service corp. mahirap rin pala ang maraming inaapplyan lalo na't hindi pa talaga ok yung resignation ko. buti na lang i'm not allowed to work for two weeks to give my voice a rest. so in the mean time job hunting. sorry ulit sa hsbc for this.
4.1 sept 3 - initial interview and a lot of exams with philam. hirap nung english part. wala ko masagot. boo. pero ayun sa philam care ako nirefer nung hr baka kasi tapos na ang interviews sa philam life. heard mahirap ang panel interview and maliit rin ang salary. pero we'll see. interview ko this friday.
4.2 sept 10 - initial interviews and exam with megaworld. asar kung anu-ano sinasabi ko sa interview nde kasi gumagana utak ko masyado dahil ata kulang pa ko sa tulog. hehe. sayang. pati nung nag-exam pa ko may music sa background napapakanta pa tuloy ako ng umbrella habang nag-eexam. hehe. status? tatawagan daw ako within this week for further details, good luck naman. hehe.
4.3 my exam with lbp will be tomorrow. hopefully by tomorrow well-rested na ang utak ko.
(can't determine if good or bad stress ang job hunting. pero ang init sa makati ah!)
5. other personal, social issues which i'd rather not elaborate on for reasons of confidentiality. (medyo indeterminate rin as a stress level factor)
so all in all, i'm stressed and exhausted but still trying to be happy and contented. sympre ano pa bang gagawin mo kundi maging optimistic diba? ü pero sobrang thanks sa support ng family, friends especially ni len at katz at sympre ni jr.ü sayo rin na nakaabot sa part na to, thanks for caring enough that you were able to withstand all that babble. hehe
Friday, September 07, 2007
issues issues
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
heroes
Friday, August 31, 2007
sleeping problems. again. tsk
rain, rain go away come again another day little daine2 wants to play. haay. i never really hated the rain until this year.
Thursday, August 30, 2007
settling with the unfamiliar
Sunday, August 26, 2007
hello blog world!
The best laid schemes o' mice and men often go astray. - Robert Burns
di ko naman kilala si Robert Burns although pwede ko sya igoogle pero tinatamad ako. nakuha ko yan sa book na binigay ng pinsan ko sakn Who Moved My Cheese yung title actually hindi ko pa siya tapos basahin kahit sobrang nipis lang nya. hindi ko alam kung dahil naaasar ako kasi parang sinulat siya para sa mga sobrang tanga or dahil wala pa naman ako sa situation wherein makakarelate ako dun. basta supposedly "it's an amazing way to deal with change in your work and in your life" as stated in the cover. pero yung quote asa preface lang ng book at dun ako nakarelate.haha.bakit?kasi yan na lang ang tangi kong ginagamit na explanation kung bakit ako asa position na kinalalagyan ko.never in my life did i imagine myself to be working in a call center. parang napasubo talaga ko nung nagapply ako sa hsbc. masaya yung training sobra. pero pag dating na sa floor nakakastress kasi ang hirap mag-adjust sa working hours. tapos every now and then i remember thinking that i wouldn't go do something which i don't love. and i hate taking in calls although nakakatawa pagkwentuhan yung mga nakakausap mong mga tao. pero sobrang challenge sya sakn kasi i was never really good at socializing e ganun yung gustong ipagawa sakn sa mga tumatawag. e kamusta naman ilang minuto lang kaming nag-uusap tapos tanga pa yung iba tapos sigaw pa ng sigaw yung iba. pero hindi naman ako overly depressed sa ginagawa ko kasi masaya naman ang team namin. tska pag tinitingnan ko rin yung long term effect niya sa buhay ko mukhang maganda naman as long as hindi na ko magtake ng calls after ako maregularize. hehe. kung hindi mangyari yun magreresign na talaga ko. actually ilang beses ko na yan naisip kasi alam ko namang marami namang ibang trabaho dyan tapos parang nasasayang ko pa yung mga pinag-aralan ko. pero pinasok ko yung sarili ko dito so gusto kong tapusin.
pero ngayon, generally, i am lost. kasi i've always known what i wanted. simple lang naman e makatungtong sa corporate ladder tapos i'll work my way up from there pero hindi sobrang taas na wala na kong time para sa magiging pamilya ko. gusto ko parang mama ko. hehe. pero sa gov't sya ngtatrabaho at gusto ko din ng pera kaya alam kong hindi ako pwede sa gov't. so ngayon na ko nagkakaproblema kasi parang hindi ko yan nagagawa. i never saw myself in this position pero hindi rin naman ako nag-eeffort na mawala sa position na to dahil hindi ko na alam kung ano ba talagang dapat kong gawin na specific para mafullfill ko ang aspiration na yan. siguro kasi swerte ako in a sense na ever since feeling ko tama yung mga naging choices ko in life. oo maraming challenges na biglang makakaharap mo pero kung tutuusin saglit lang sila tapos eventually makakarating na ko sa summerhouse ko. sanay na ko sa short-term hindrances . so ngayon iniisip ko na tuloy kung dapat bang ilabas ko na yung compass at map para hindi na ko nawawala sa woods at para mapabilis ang pagbalik ko sa summerhouse. pero ang tanong ko namang isa pa, kelangan ko bang magmadali? baka naman pag ginamit ko nga yung map at compass mas mawala pa ko kasi hindi ko naman sila alam gamitin tska baka naman mangyayari pa rin yung nakasanayan ko yun nga lang at a different pace. baka kasi mas malaki na yung gusto kong summerhouse kaya mas mahirap na siyang marating. ewan ko ba ang weird ng utak ko. siguro okay lang naman talaga sakn na nawawala ako kasi hindi na naman bago yun. nga lang kelangan kong tanggapin na baka mas matagal siya this time. tska i have to live up to the choices i made. yan hindi na lang pertaining sa work. i really have to learn how to accept the unexpected and just deal with it. parang hindi na ko natuto. tsk. anyway, sana hindi kayo maweirduhan kasi may metaphor pa ko. haha
i feel so detached sa mundo ngayon. sorry sa mga kaibigan kong hindi ko nabibigyan ng oras. tintry ko naman talagang magawa ang lahat. pero kelangan ko na atang tanggapin na there would always be some point in time when i'll disappoint someone including myself. no one can have it all. contentment lang ang kailangan.
ps: feeling ko napakaincoherent ng mga nakasulat dito. pero tinatamad na kong ayusin pa sila.
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Thursday, May 10, 2007
bum
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
haay
What does your eyes say |
Bashful You have a shy personality, you only have a few friends that are close to you, and you are insecure. You are a follower rather then a leader, being in the spotlight brings out your insecurity. You think too much, you shouldn't do that! Your personality tends to bring out depression or Anxiety. Your talent is to be able to blend in with any surrounding or any person for that matter. |
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winish ko na sana si steve nash yung makuha ko..sya nga..=)
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walang kwentang mga kapitbahay
Sunday, April 01, 2007
kamusta ka naman blog...
Friday, March 09, 2007
masaya ako
Saturday, February 24, 2007
sana
sana bumalik na sa dati ang lahat.haay.asa.ayoko nang isipin na kasalanan ko ang lahat ng nangyayari sa mundo ko.bakit pa ba kasi ako pumapasok sa kung anu-anong bagay?kasi masaya.tsk.bakit ba kasi maraming agos?kasi sa ngayon feeling ko inaanod na ko ng isang tsunami.tsk.lecheng mga tsunami yan nagsulputan pa kasi.buti sana kung sa japan ako nakatira di sana sanay na ko sa kanila.haay buhay.how i wish that i'm making sense kahit sa sarili ko lang.goodluck naman.
Saturday, December 30, 2006
taiwan earthquake and my holiday season timeline
dec 23- umalis kami ng bahay papuntang quezon at 830am
24-sympre nagsimba tapos nagkaroon ng maikling noche buena antok na kasi.hehe
25-nagdawn sakn kung bakit ako nasasayahan magpasko sa quezon.dahil pala yun sa mga pinsan ko.kasi wala sila this time kaya medyo boring pero masarap pa rin kumain nonetheless.ang dami kasing handa.=)
-start ng sleep deprivation ko.nang-away nanaman kasi ko.hehe
26-umalis kami ng quezon at 7am.away nanaman nung gabi.(grbe no?pasko pa naman)
27-tumawag si katz at nakagawa kami ng plans for the afternoon (dapat atc lang na naging divi.kaya ngayon sinusumpa ko na ang divi.umaasa pa kasi akong tough girl ako e hindi rin naman pala masyado.3 times pa lang akong nakakapunta dun at ayoko na lalo na pag tanghali.wala rin nga kasi ako masyado tulog plus pollution (lahat na ata ng types, air, noise, water na lang ata kulang kasi hindi naman ako uminom ng tubig galing dun.hehe) plus mainit nung tanghali tapos inabot kami ng gabi at nahamugan na ko.asa namang kakayanin yun ng immune system ko..buti na lang talaga e nakasabay pa kami sa parents ni jr pauwi.dumaan din kasi kami manila doctors after divi kasi naconfine ate nya.so yun pag dating sa bahay lagnat na.pero toss and turn pa rin sa kama hanggang sa wala nanamang tulog dahil katxt ko na lang c jr.kawawa nga yung tao nadamay ko pa.
28-sa bahay lang.at least nakapagpahinga.e since nakahiga lang ako buong araw at wala akong maagawan ng tv e binasa ko na lang yung general medical guide dito sa bahay.1990 pa ata sya pinublish.in fairness ang dami ko natutunan.kaya nga feeling ko kaya ko na maging doctor.bsta nde surgeon.pero sympre nde ko naman mamemorize un ng ganun lang.hirap pa rin makatulog.pero at least naka-six hours ako this time
29-reunion ng hs friends.masaya andami kong nasagap na balita.pero sympre mas masaya yun siguro kung ok talaga yung pakiramdam ko.wala na ko lagnat nun pero may sore throat pa.so malamang lumala yung sore throat nung gabi at ayan hindi nanaman ako nakatulog.although normal naman yun ayon sa med book.hehe.
30- (ng madaling araw) so yun dahil nga hindi ako makatulog e nag-isip ako ng magagawa para at least productive.naffrustrate lang kasi akong nakahiga sa kama.kaya nabuhay ang mini medical guide ko.ayun naka-4 pages rin ata ako.at handwritten pa yun.in fairness masaya.ang geeky ko rin ata talaga.hehe.parang nirerewrite ko lang naman yung aforementioned book para mas madaling intindihin.kamusta naman kasi sa jargon ng med.tska inaayos ko lang according sa kung alin yung common.pero yun hindi ko alam kung matutuloy ko pa sya ever.hehe.baka one-time thing lang.pero sana matuloy ko.so ayun hanggang dyan na lang.kasi sympre wala pa namang new developments.pinagdadasal ko lang na sana hindi magkacomplications ang mga nagawa ko sa katawan ko..ayun.pero masaya naman ako.nga lang may sakit.tsktsk.grabe 1 hour ko tong ginawa.ang bagal na ng utak ko dahil sa puyat.pero major blog entry.hehe.tagal ko ng hindi nagagawa to.hehe.kakamiss rin pala.
Friday, December 22, 2006
blah blah
habang tumatagal bumibilis ang pag-iinarte ko.tsk
Sunday, December 03, 2006
168
Saturday, December 02, 2006
nakakalungkot parang wala lang talaga.haay
Friday, December 01, 2006
catching up...
Friday, November 10, 2006
missing ends
on school matters, di pa rin ako tapos magreg dahil diyan sa lingg1 na yan.at mukhang matrabaho pa yung socio10 ko if ever.so baka magprerog pa ko sa fil40 ni lucky kung saan mukha namang tatanggapin ako.so sana talaga by monday e registered na ko.
wala na naman akong ibang reklamo sa buhay bukod dyan.masaya naman kasi ako.=)
ay kelangan ko nga pala si adrian.may meeting nanaman sa monday yung agham.kelangan ata mgpresent ng layout.wala pa kami nagagawa.bat pa ba kasi siya bumili ng durian sa davao?linggo pa naman balik nun.haay.sana mapag-usapan namin.
Thursday, November 02, 2006
haven't slept.again.
gusto ko na magmonday.nilalamon na ko ng tv dito sa bahay.gusto ko na lumabas.although pwede naman talaga ko lumabas.wala lang akong kasama.boo.
Monday, October 30, 2006
it's only when i sleep, see you in my dreams
i need my mattress
kanina binisita ko yung old blog ko.wala kasi akong magawa tapos yun nakakadepress siyang basahin.tinigil ko na lang.kaya siguro kung saan-saan ako inabot after nun.pero tapos na siya.at masaya naman ako ngayon.kaya hindi na dapat isipin pa yung mga ganung bagay.
wala na ko masulat.magpapakapathetic na lang siguro ko at tingnan mga friendster profile ng mga kaibigan kong hindi ko nakikita lately.baka malaman ko pa kung sino na yung may boyfriend na.hehe
Thursday, October 26, 2006
wala lang
galing sa sonnet xvii ni pablo neruda.wala lang..maganda kasi e.ang galing nalaman kong reyes ang middle name nya.hehe
Thursday, October 12, 2006
free pizza and cake + no exam + dota = fun fun fun
Friday, September 15, 2006
55 new mail messages
even though the stars are crazy.even though the stars are blind.if you show me real love baby, i'll show you mine...let's see what this love can do.maybe i'm perfect for you. (haha.paris hilton.napanood ko kasi sa mtv kanina.)
Sunday, August 20, 2006
tsk
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
you're gonna die trying
Sunday, July 16, 2006
yey yearbook
Sunday, July 09, 2006
*sigh*
alam kong maling magreact lalo na pag galing lang sa kung saang post pero wala lang.bakit kaya maraming taong feeling nila umiikot ang mundo sa kanila?ewan.siguro minsan ganun din ako.pero kamusta naman.don't read into things.it's not always about you.most people are mean.people to whom you're not closely related to don't give a shit.so stop whining.haha.ang maldita.pero wala lang.move on.wala kang mapapala kung iisipin mo pa yung mga ganung bagay.kasi sa mundong to halos lahat ng tao either wala talagang pakialam or ayaw nang makialam.kung nabobother ka ikaw yung magconfront.kasi baka wala kang patunguhan nyan.kawawa ka naman.
minsan naiisip ko na i get nastier by the second.tsktsk.
Saturday, July 01, 2006
maling sinusunod ang ibang recommendations sa mga manual
Saturday, June 10, 2006
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ayan na-put into use ko rin ang cryptography nung summer.hehe.wish ko tama pagkakakopya ko at wish ko nde mawala ung pangdecode ko someday.haha
Saturday, June 03, 2006
much has been said?
Friday, June 02, 2006
wala ko maisip na title kanina pa
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
hrrmmm
Saturday, May 27, 2006
boredom can kill you
Friday, May 26, 2006
a paintbrush in my hair
every chance that you get is a chance you seize.
Saturday, April 29, 2006
for the sake na may mapost.haha
real friends.they don't come and go, they stay.they won't talk behind your back but would slap you in the face and make you realize what your mistakes are.they understand no matter what.glad to have those in my lifetime.
(sana macontinue ko to.tinamad na ko mag-isip.hehe)
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
dahil walang mapanood sa tv
Monday, April 10, 2006
this day could not get any better
pero meron pa palang isang bagay.katz magparamdam ka naman.nagmamakaawa na ko.haaay.
Friday, April 07, 2006
pagod pero masaya
haaay.sana naman umayos na ang lahat.as in lahat.parang ang gulo.or feeling ko lang yun?sana naman may luck na dala ang bagong combi lock.hehe.
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
hrrmm.sna pumupunta ka pa dito..hehe
Friday, March 31, 2006
gusto ko lang magpasalamat
basta salamat sa inyo.. :)
Sunday, March 26, 2006
good luck senyo
hindi kita naiintindihan pero sinusubukan ko talaga.ang masasabi ko lang sana bago ka magbibitaw ng mga salita alam mo kung san mo pinapasok yung sarili mo.kung sa tingin mo ang complicated naman ng buhay ko na akala ko dati e dahil lang sakn, hindi rin naman pala.narealize ko dahil rin pala yun sayo.pero i'm remaining true to my word at kaya kong maging mabuting kaibigan.so good luck na lang senyo.tska salamat na rin kasi marami rin naman akong nakuha from all these.tska masaya ako na ok na kami ni buddy jown.
i would have given up forever to touch you.
Friday, March 24, 2006
so near yet so far
salamat ulit senyo...sobra.
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
hay nako kamusta naman
Sunday, March 19, 2006
pang-101 na post ko na
ever wondered kung anong ibig sabihin ng pooh sa winnie the pooh?ako kasi oo.hehe.nung friday night.bigla ko na lang naisip kasi nakita ko sa disney channel.so sympre tiningnan ko sa dictionary.at ang nakalagay lang ay interjection siya to express scorn parang yung pag nagsasabi tayo ng "pwe".so kamusta naman yun malamang hindi yun appropriate.edi ginoogle ko pa.hindi ko alam kung bakit ba ko tinopak na alamin pa yun.kasi sa totoo lang walang kwenta rin naman yung nadiscover ko.kung gusto mo malaman igoogle mo din.hehe.pero wag na lang, waste of time.
salamat andyan kayo...(as if naman mababasa nyo to.haha)
Saturday, March 11, 2006
sunday morning
Paint a picture with my hands
Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather still together when it ends
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
kamusta naman yung mga interview
and i noticed a letter that sat on your desk.it said hello love, i love you so love, meet me at midnight.and no it wasn't my writing.i better go soon. it wasn't my writing.
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
mapapansin kaya sa dami ng iyong ginagawa
awit na nananawagan baka sakali na pakikinggan.pag-ibig na palaisipan sa kanta na lang idaraan.nag-aabang sa langit.sa mga ulap sumisilip.sa likod ng mga tala kahit sulyap lang darna.
Monday, February 27, 2006
tsktsk
Saturday, February 25, 2006
astig ng WWE RAW!
Thursday, February 09, 2006
asa mb 101! hehe
if you love someone you say it.you say it right then out loud or the moment just passes you by...
Saturday, February 04, 2006
i don't believe that anybody feels the way i do
and all the roads we have to walk are winding.and all the lights that lead us there are blinding...and after all you're my wonderwall.
Sunday, January 22, 2006
i never said i'd lie and wait forever
could i? should i? and all the things that you never ever told me
Saturday, January 14, 2006
medyo long time no post
Sunday, January 01, 2006
missed my macaroni
10 things i love about christmas
10. hanging christmas stockings and pretending to still believe in santa claus even though i know that's just how my parents give us gifts
9. getting to hear mass up to 12am (hindi ko kasi kinakaya ang simbang gabi.hehe)
8. eating macaroni soup afterwards
7. longer nights and colder breeze
6. hearing christmas carols kahit na most kids suck
5. the possibility of spending it in quezon or some place else na wonderful rin naman
4. opening gifts
3. various christmas get togethers
2. receiving those text messages, emails or friendster/ym messages (nalalaman mo kung sino yung may pera pa pantext.hehe.hindi actually kung sino yung mga nakaalala sayo)
1. getting to spend it with your loved ones
can't come up with a list for new year.siguro ibig sabihin lang nun hindi ganun kaspecial ang new year para sakn.hehe.and now that the holidays are over, back to my usual life pero so looking forward to it.
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
christmas christmas
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
for once in a rare blue moon
andami pa ring gumugulo sa utak ko.feeling ko never na silang titigil.hehe."and all these thoughts are never resting."pero okay lang.at least may laman yung utak ko.anlabo kasi talaga ng mundo.or baka ako lang yun.haha
Saturday, December 17, 2005
sana makakita ulit ako ng shooting star
Thursday, December 15, 2005
whatever tomorrow brings i'll be there
Saturday, December 03, 2005
and all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
you've got your ball, you've got our chain tied to me tight, tie me up again...into your heart i'll beat again...
Friday, November 25, 2005
pag may kotse na ko
kagabi tinry kong gumawa ng kanta ko.nakagawa ako ng isang verse at chorus tapos nawala na hindi ko na natuloy kasi wala na ko maisip.tska feeling ko rin naman hindi sya maganda.tapos yun namention ko sa tambayan na ang hirap pala talaga gumawa ng kanta.tapos tinanong ni leonard kung ba't ko naisipang gawin yun sabi ko wala lang kasi akong magawa.tapos sabi niya ang mga gumagawa daw ng ganun inspired.actually hindi ko rin talaga alam kung ba't ko biglang naisipang gawin yun kagabi.pero for some reason gusto ko lang syang gawin.at habang ginagawa ko siya iniisip ko rin kung bakit ko nga ba ginagawa yun e feeling ko naman wala namang nangyayaring special sakn these days.basta hindi ko alam.pero ang alam ko masaya ako.thank god.
ang haba nanaman ng post ko.hehe.wala kasi ako magawa sa condo paano ang tao lang dun e si anna at rouelle.sheesh.hirap maging third wheel.nagsasawa na kong makasama sila.mas mabuti pang mag-isa na lang ako e.haay.akala ko talaga wala na sila by tonight kasi long weekend.pero hindi rin naman pala.attend rin kasi ako bukas ng workday tapos susunduin ako kasi punta kaming baguio.yey!hehe.feeling ko kasi matagal-tagal na rin kaming hindi nakakapag family outing.nung mga previous holidays kasi puro trabaho yung tatay ko.feeling ko nga halos 24/7 na yun sa opisina dati.kaya buti naman dahil may break na rin.
this angel has flown away from me.(haha balik sa italized footers.hrrrmmm)